PWA 4: New Origins...

[2010 SSRS]

Originally Posted by ~Stacy~

Something broke on my camaro drove in my garage heard a loud noise now my motorized plate doesn't work grrrr.

Demon is angry that you are leaving in 72 hours

[~Stacy~]

Originally Posted by 2010 SSRS

Hi Stacy

Vegas hahaha

[~Stacy~]

Originally Posted by 2010 SSRS

Demon is angry that you are leaving in 72 hours

Haha taking the cruze down to Milwaukee with me on Friday

[2010 SSRS]

Originally Posted by ~Stacy~

Haha taking the cruze down to Milwaukee with me on Friday

speedy Cruze driving

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Originally Posted by Liltuffgirl

That's nuts!! Hopefully she'll also see how selfish her actions were.

My ex fiancé who was my best friend until the end shot himself almost two years ago. We had texted early that morning since I worked night shift and he was absolutely fine.. Flirting with me like always (he was married and living in NC) and not a damn thing seemed wrong. Later that night I saw he commented on a girls photo saying something flirty and I was about to text him calling him out in a jokingly way but I didn't. I REALLY wish I did!!!!!! Not an hour later he shot himself in the head :( he had sent his dad a text first saying "sorry pops I won't be able to help you with your bike this weekend". His dad was at the bar and didn't notice the text until after... His dad felt horrible!!!

I was at work when I found out and I lost it.... He had made plans with me to come to WV to see his family and have a lunch date with me. He promised me he would have a front seat to my academy graduation...
Then I read some of the convos we had on Facebook messaging and I don't know why I didn't see it.... He had a bad accident a few years before on his police motorcycle and he had to medicly retire. His liver was shutting down so he was on dialysis.. I had an appointment to see what my blood type is to see if I could donate a piece of mine to him. I wouldn't have hesitated to do so!! He made comments about having his favorite Harley and my dream Supra in heaven.. How he'd miss icecream the most. I just assured him I'd find him a liver if I had to kill a bum for it. He also told me how much I've always ment to him. And god I wish I said it back!!!!

This experience absolutely rocked my world. I never hold my feelings back now.. I'm blunt as crap.
But I also randomly cry over him still. Simple things remind me of him and it hurts like hell. I'd love to kick his ass right now for doing what he did. It wasn't right.

So if any of you ever think of doing something stupid like killing yourself take a step back. If there is ANYONE you care about... Just know your actions will hurt them more than anything ever could. He left a daughter... A wife.. A massive family.. And me in so much damn pain.

And it's always the ones you think would never ever do it that do.

I'm so sorry to hear this. It's a true shame how the world works. It's just not fair.

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Stuff that came up when I googled FenwickHockey65:

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Stuff that come up when I googled me:

[SteveRS]

Originally Posted by Overflow

Stuff that came up when I googled FenwickHockey65:

Jorrdeehhh

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Hi Steve!

[SteveRS]

Originally Posted by Overflow

Hi Steve!

how are yoouuuu today!?!? its almost quittin time and its wednesday so that means its RACE DAY!!

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Yay there's the Maxima!

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There it is again.

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Originally Posted by SteveRS

how are yoouuuu today!?!? its almost quittin time and its wednesday so that means its RACE DAY!!

Good. You?

Are you heading to the track?

[AZCamaroFan]

I was responsible for some of those