[GoldCartridgeGamer]

I know the feeling of losing a loved one abruptly. All I can say is remember the good times, the funny times, and even those awkward ones. Tomorrow 3 years ago is when I lost my grandmother abruptly so I know the feeling. There will be great days, okay days, and sad days, but remember how happy they were and how much they loved you. Every day will get better! My prayers are with you and your family.