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It's good to see an off-topic section here. Since it's late and no one else is up most likely, I figured I'd try to let things out here to my Camaro brothers. So, here it goes:

I'll start with some background....Back in high school (yeah, thats right, THAT far back haha), there was this girl, lets call her Janet, that I had a major, well since we were in high school I'll use a high school term, "crush" on. She was a girl that I thought was totally out of my league. I had her for a class and talked to her rarely. You know, just simple stuff like "Can I borrow some paper?" haha But I totally thought this girl was the most perfect girl in the world. I would have done anything for this girl. I was just a stupid high school ***** that couldn't get the nerve to talk to her!!

So, here we are, present day. 13 years after I graduated high school. High School is a distant memory for me. But, just two weeks ago, one of my good friends that I have kept in touch with through the years told me that he opened up a Facebook account and that a lot of our old friends from high school were on there and that he has been talking to them and catching up with everything they've been up to. So, I figure what the hell. I'll open one up too so I can see what my old high school buddies were up to.

So, I open up an account, and find a lot of my old friends, start emailing them and hear about how they have families and great jobs and yadda yadda yadda. A week or so goes by and I get an email from "Janet" saying hello, I'm not sure if you remember me, but I remember what you said in my Senior yearbook and I definitely remember you. (Hell, I don't even remember what I put in her damn yearbook.) But anyway, she asks me how I've been and what I've been up to....just simple stuff. The usual questions from someone that hasn't been in touch for a while. These emails go back and forth for a few days, real innocent. She's married, has a kid. Has maybe one or two pics of her husband on her page and a lot of pics of her kid, along with a lot of her of course. I had even met her husband a few years back when I subbed for a PE class. He was the PE coach for another class and I talked to him quite a bit and I even saw pics of her in his office. I had told him I went to high school with her, blah blah blah. So back to now, I tell her that I had met her husband and she says what a small world. So, more time goes by and we just continue to email simple, getting caught up emails. But one day, she sees me online and sends me an IM. We start talking and she begins to ask me more personal questions. She asked if I live alone, which fire station I worked at, and if she could come visit me at the station, where I lived, if she could come visit me at my apartment!! Fairly flirtatious stuff! So this goes on and I try to change the subject when things start to get really flirty! AND, she said that in high school, she thought I was a hottie!! And that she thought I was out of her league!! She said that she had told one of her friends to ask me to take her to prom, but then she changed her mind and told her friend not to say anything!! What the hell!?!?! If I only knew, right!!

Eventually, the IM thing turned into a nightly thing when I was home. We would be talking to each other for 3 or 4 hours at a time. Mostly innocent stuff, but she would sneak a few flirtatious comments in there. Still nothing too crazy! UNTIL last night and tonight! Last night she asked me what my ultimate sexual fantasies were, so I played along and told her. Then she told me hers, one of them was to have a threesome with a guy and another girl. She told me I could be the guy, and we'd just have to find another girl!! Then she said that she would like to have sex while driving! And even said WE could have sex while driving OUR Camaro!! What the ****!?!?

THEN, she says that she just can't stop thinking about me, ever. And that it's NEVER happened to her before. Keep in mind, she's married!! So, she's saying that she didn't even get this feeling when she met her husband!! Then she starts to say how she wants to kiss me and all sorts of other sexual stuff that I'll skip on the details!! And right now, as I'm typing this, she's sending me pretty detailed sexual texts about what she wants to do to me!! She even says that she wants to come over!! Holy Crap!! What the hell is that!!

So what the hell am I doing?? I love talking to her, of course. BUT SHE'S MARRIED WITH A KID!! What the heck is SHE doing?? She was not like this back in high school. She was a really sweet, innocent, respectable girl that, in my opinion, would never cheat or do anything wrong. This totally confuses me!! I mean, if this were any other girl, maybe I would easily be able to shove her aside and not flirt back. But this is a girl that I thought was a complete goddess, and in fact she has become a lot hotter with age!!

Obviously I know that I can't mess with a married woman. I just put myself in her husbands shoes. But I'm really wondering what the hell is going on!! She must be having problems at home! And the fact that she's the girl that I was crazy for in high school makes this situation sooo freaking crazy!! What the hell is she doing???

Just thought I'd vent and hear some of you're thoughts and comments...this has been driving me crazy!! Why is a married woman coming at me so damn hard!?!?