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Originally Posted by CC Performance
In an 8 day span I had my dad and two friends die ( none of the deaths related). I had to go back east to bury my dad and my business got way behind. I had been working 17 hr days to try and catch up when because I wasn't here to order materials I ran out of MSD stuff. I sell a ton of MSD wires and so I fell even more behind. People have been hammering me about it, those who I tell are more than understanding. BUT its been real bad, I pride myself on our service and to be honest it sucks lately.. which is all me. I still have days of wondering what the hell happened, its been 3-4 weeks since all their passings. It been very rough for me and I simply just want something good to happen for a change. I'm not a baby and I lay in the bed I make.. things just got to me this week is all. I didn't even want to post this but you people are my age and wise and might have some understanding. I am a person long before I am a vendor but for some reason people forget that. I am straight forward and don't lie or sugar coat things, 6'3" tall and 250 lbs and sometimes I think people forget that I am just a person, not some heartless being cut out of stone. Sorry for whining, just wanted to explain to anyone who might understand.
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Don't know if you believe in a higher power.... I do. One thing I like to try to remember when things pile up on me: God will NEVER hand you more than you are capable of handling. Sometimes he wants you to ask for help. From Him, from neighbors, from friends, even from friends like us on the web. With yourself and that help you can get through it 'cause like I said He NEVER hands us more than we can handle. Prayers and positive vibes your way man. You WILL get through it.