[PQ]

Originally Posted by FenwickHockey65

So that's Bonnie's $62k CTS-V, shank's $2500 Trans Am, and my $35-40k Regal GS.

Better not smoke, PQ.

Damn. You guys better hope I fail.

Originally Posted by Jekyll-N-Hyde

And how is that a losing matter for PQ lol a ctsv in his household if he smokes



wth lets have both PUFF lol

............... Hmmmm........... good point. .lol

Originally Posted by Hoddi

Ok, one more.....

My name is ADDICTION.....

I Hate meetings
I Hate higher powers
I Hate anyone who has a program
To all who come in contact with me,
I wish you death and I wish you suffering.

Allow me to introduce myself,
I am addiction.
I am cunning, baffling, and powerful.
That’s me.
I have killed millions and I am pleased.

I love to catch you with the element of surprise.
I love pretending I am your friend and lover.
I have given you comfort, haven't I?
Wasn't I there when you were lonely?

When you wanted to die, didn't you call on me?
I was there, I love to make you hurt.
I love to make you cry.
Better yet. I love to make you so numb you can neither hurt or cry.
When you can't feel anything at all.
This is true gratification.
And all that I ask from you is long term suffering.

I've been there for you always.
When things were going right in your life, you invited me.
You said you didn't deserve these good things, and I was the only one who would agree with you.
Together we were able to destroy all the good things in your life.

People don't take me seriously.
They take strokes seriously, heart attacks, even diabetes, they take seriously.
Fools.
Without my help these things would not be possible.

I am so hated, and yet I do not come uninvited.
You choose to have me.
So many have chosen me over reality and peace.
More than hate me, I hate all of you who have a 12 step program.

Your program, Your meeting, Your Higher Power.
All of these things weaken me, and I can't function in the manner I am accustomed to.
Now I must lie here quietly.
You don't see me but I am growing bigger than ever.

When you only exist, I may live.
When you live I may only exist.
But I am here...
And until we meet again,
If we meet again
I wish you death and suffering.

Strong.

Originally Posted by "prima"Donna

Wow, that is one powerful message you put out there Hoddi!!!...

My sister-in-law is at the beginning of this journey and really struggling, so I will pass your words of hope and encouragement on to her...thank you and keep it up, Hoddi...you are the real winner here!!!...

PQ, I continue to send my love and prayers and support your way too, as you fight this battle to quit for good...

Thank you. I'm done. Of that there is no variable.